Lots of changes since I posted last. I am sorry it has been so long between posts but taking my life back has been an uphill battle which continues.
We found my mother a nice group home which she now lives in. I am able to visit once every couple of week so it works well. Granted it costs me a fortune but it is worth it.
My son and his girlfriend have moved into a house of their own, both are working and expecting a child in January.
Sadly I have had to severe ties with my oldest daughter who is engaging in some self destructive behaviors of which she does not want to change. She had become an emotional and finanical leach and I was again sick all the time. So the relationship for now is non-existant.
My 22 year old has a new boyfriend and they are planning on moving to Indiana in Feb.
My former fiance and I ended our relationship months ago and I disovered some things he was doing I was unaware of. However this is not a bad thing. I am currently seeing a wonderful man who is supportive and loving. We are not rushing things but taking them slow mainly due to my own fears.
Next in May I was robbed and held at gunpoint for 90 minutes and was shot at. The person has not be caught and I am now suffering from PTSD. I can not enter gas stations without having a panic attack but I am working on healing from that.
My health is much better with no trips to the hospital since the Diverticulaitis. I will eventually have to have ulcer surgery but for now it is under control.
It is off how changes in my life have caused such wonderful changes so I am feeling better both phyiscally, mentally and emotionally.
